Friday, December 31, 2004

Lets file this under, Fuck This, Fuck U!!!!!!

Look I know I make misteaks and this being a big one. U have no fucking right to tell me what I regret and what I don't, so FUCK U!!!!!! I already know this tiny bits of info that you are saying and trust me so does everyone else so again fuck you Captain Obvious. I do hate myself for what I did dispite whether or not I got played. I wish it had never fucking happened. So you don't need to point a fucking finger when you got 3 pointing right back at yourself. And why don't you quit being a fucking pussy and actually stand up for what you are saying because obviously u are chicken shit to take that stand because you post anonymously. We all know what is going on so you don't have to make obvious fucking comments about my life. Everyone gets shit on once in their life and just so happen I did. Big fucking deal. I deal with it and I get over it so you need to too.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

WHY?????????

Y AM I CONSTANTLY PLAGUED WITH HAVING TO KNOW "WHY"!?!?! Y DO PPL SAY SOME THINGS, Y DO PPL DO THE THINGS THEY DO-----OFCOURSE IM TALKIN ABOUT THE NASTY THINGS PPL SAY AND DO. I HAVE DONE SOME RESEARCH ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT SOME THINGS I HAVE BEEN TOLD R SEEMINGLY LIES AND BULLSHIT. I HAVE FOUND OUT THAT PPL U LOVE AND CARE ABOUT AND GIVE URSELF TO COMPLETELY CAN AND WILL EASILY REPLACE U WHEN UR NOT LOOKING, BUT ONLY TO MAKE NICE TO UR FACE........AND FOR WHAT?!?!? Y?!?!? WHATS THE MOTIVE, THE INTENTIONS, THE REASON FOR FUCKIN WITH SOMEONE LIKE THAT?!?!? IS THERE REALLY A NEED FOR IT? SERIOUSLY, IF UR JUST OUT TO HAVE A FLING THEN FUCKIN SAY IT, OR IF UR NOT LOOKIN FOR A RELATIONSHIP THEN FUCKIN SAY IT. IF U DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS THAT U WANT THEN U SHOULDNT B TRYIN TO DATE ANYWAYS CAUSE THEN UR JUST FUCKIN WITH THE OTHER PERSONS HEAD!!!! ITS NOT THAT HARD OR COMPLICATED!!!! U EITHER LIKE SOMEONE OR U DONT. U EITHER WANT TO B WITH THAT PERSON OR U DONT. U EITHER WANT TO HURT THEM OR U DONT. UR EITHER HONEST OR UR NOT. SO IM SURE EVERYONE CAN GATHER THAT I HAVE BEEN PLAYED YET AGAIN!!!!-----AND NOW MY HEART IS BREAKING. THE LIES, THE BULLSHIT, THE DISHONESTY, THE NOT KNOWING WHAT THE INTENTIONS WERE OR R, THE FUCKIN CONFUSION AND THE FUCKIN WANTING/NEEDING TO KNOW "WHY". GRRRRRRRR!!!! AND NOW THERES THE FUCKIN WAITIN WHILE HIS PANSY ASS FUCKS AROUND SOME MORE....RUNNIN AROUND IGNORING THE SITUATION UNTIL HE DECIDES TO GROW A PAIR OF FUCKIN BALLS AND STEP UP TO SAY WHATS ON HIS MIND. NOT THAT IT FUCKIN MATTERS CAUSE ITLL PROBABLY ALL B BULLSHIT ANYWAYS-----ISNT THAT WHAT PLAYERS DO? ISNT THAT WHAT THEY R GOOD AT? YEP. AND SO IT IS-----TASHA GETS SCREWED OVER AGAIN B/C SHE WEARS HER HEART ON HER SLEEVE. WOO FUCKIN HOO FOR ME!!!! SO WHATS WORSE.....THE FACT THAT I LET IT HAPPEN OR THAT HE PLAYED THE GAME???? EITHER WAY IM NOT SURE IF I WANNA BAWL MY EYES OUT KICK MY OWN ASS OR GO KICK HIS.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Who are you?

Look, I appreciate everyones comments that are made. One in particular really gets to me though. The last comment on "All board the Douchbag Express". I understand the meaning. I have heard that several times growing up. But I will have you know that I am not like that with everyone. Everyone makes misteaks and it just so happens that I am paying for mine now instead of later. I hate myself for doing it don't get me wrong. There is not a day that goes by that I wish that I had never have done the things that I have done with him. But I can't change things now. I know that. I will get over it and soon. I am working on it and I have met someone that I enjoy being around but nothing is definate. I learn from my misteaks and this is one lesson that is taken to heart, literally.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

HOLIDAYS......

SO I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYED XMAS. I HAVE BEEN VISITED ALOT BY MY X, WHICH I APPRECIATE CONSIDERING THE CIRCUMSTANCES. OFCOURSE CHICA HAS CALLED TO CHECK IN AND I DID GET A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM ANGIE......BUT I DIDNT NEED TO B OCCUPIED BY MINDLESS CONVERSATION----I DO APPRECIATE THEIR EFFORTS........I JUST NEEDED SOMEONE TO B HERE, NOT NECESSARILY TALK AND MY X DID JUST THAT. HE ALSO HELPED SHOVEL ME OUT FROM THAT MASSIVE SNOW STORM!!!! ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT HES AROUND WHEN SEEMINGLY THERES NO ONE ELSE. HE TOLD ME AGAIN THAT HE LOVES ME AND I HAVE BEEN LEFT WITH THE FEELING THAT THIS WHOLE TIME WAS JUST A MATTER OF CONVENIENCE. MAYBE ITS CAUSE THIS HOLIDAY SEASON HAS BEEN ESPECIALLY SAD AND LONELY FOR ME THAT FOR SOME REASON I STARTED THINKIN SHIT.........I REALLY DONT KNOW. I FEEL CONFUSED OVER ALOT OF THINGS AND IM THINKING-----NOW WHAT? I FEEL LIKE SOMETIMES MY BEST EFFORTS GO TO WASTE, ITS LIKE Y DO I EVEN TRY???????????????

Sunday, December 19, 2004

HATER? ME?

Look ppl, I was basing my post on how I have been treated and how siciety sees things. I don't dislike skinny chicks. I have plenty of skinny size 5 friends. I was just stating that it is fucked up on how ppl think beauty should be and most of them think it is only skin deep. However, I do appreciate the comments. Like Tasha said, no need to be assholes. The truth hurts, I know.

P.S I am don't a dumb blonde. As a matter of fact, I am not blonde at all. So you can take that comment and shove it up your ass!

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Beauty?

What the fuck ppl! Look I know that everyone person has their own idea of beauty but why do bigger women get such a bad rep? There are a lot of beautiful thicker women out there and they are not getting the respect they deserve and thats shit. I am a bigger girl and I am sure there are plenty of ppl who find my attractive, atleast I haven't had any complaints thus far but because I am that bigger girl I can not be seen as beautiful or attractive because of those few extra pounds. WTF!!!!! How come the majority of ppl are so fucking superficial? Can anyone answer this? Not everyone can not be an ignorant size 5 with breast implants. Sometimes bigger women surprize you men when you do take that chance and cross that "what is beautiful line". We know how to love and treat someone. We can be awesome lovers. Intelligent women. We can cook, clean, take care of ourselves and or man. Not saying that you skinny women can't. I am just saying, never trust a skinny cook and a girl with an always came and get it look. We have a lot to offer a man. As a matter of fact, I have talked to plenty of guys and I know what they look for a woman but what they want it in is the skinny girl. They could have their "everything I need woman" sitting right in front of them but because she has the pounds she will never be found. Is their someone out there that is brave enough to answer these questions? Is your ego your pride so big that you can date a bigger girl? Are you ashamed to admit it?

ALL ABOARD THE DOUCHBAG EXPRESS!!!!!

Lets face it, anymore you make my stomach contents curdle like spoiled milk. To think of you is like an ultimate brain freeze because you are so cold. Its constantly raining around me, the wind blows that coldest winds, its constantly winter, and slick as ice. I thought that falling for you was a good idea because we both know what its like to be burned. I thought for once in my life I could find out what love truly was and that this feeling wouldn't be wrong. I was wrong. You are a liar, you cheat me out of kindness and affection, you play me like a fiddle, and you have no respect for anyone not even yourself. You laugh because you know its true. You take advantage because you want people to hurt like you. You can't be honest with yourself and that leads you to the lies. Your pathetic soul you try to hide. I tried to do things out of kindness for you, I was there to listen when you wanted to speak. I put up with some lame sex to where it has gotten to the point that I am not sure whether or not I can tell the difference between a real orgasm or not. I have had such high regards for you and respected your oppion and yet you do nothing but shut me down. You have one of the ugliest hearts I have ever seen. You touch, your kiss could send a person into hypothermia. You words, the lies could penetrate a persons heart and have it shatter into many pieces like glass. Why do you do others this way? Why can't anyone, not only you, be honest with anyone? Why do we feel like hiding each others feelings is benefiting the other person? Why do people lie to cover up the truth? I think its because the feel they can't handle the truth not the other person. They don't want the guilt on their minds. I am ready to tell all again and again. I want to love you, I want this whole thing to be a lie and be given the respect that I deserve. I am not asking you for a relationship. I am just asking you to see me more than our quote unquote relationship and realize that I am not just a good lay. I am not putting myself on a high horse with that last statement but lets face it we have been doing our thing for other a year and something is going right. I am done as of my last and final phone call I make whether I get you or your voicemail and of this post. Its your choice. Can you step up and be a man? Or continue to be a pussy and trip over your own deception? I'm waiting.............................................................

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS!!!!!

WOW! I CANT BELIEVE CHRISTMAS IS NEXT WEEK!!!! I HOPE EVERYONE HAS THEIR SHOPPIN DONE, I KNOW I DO.....THANK GOD, CAUSE THE STORES R HORRIBLE. WELL THE RAT PACK HAS DECIDED TO HAVE A GET TOGETHER FOR XMAS JUST LIKE WE DID FOR T-DAY. I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE GETS TO SPEND THE HOLIDAYS WITH PPL THEY LOVE AND CARE ABOUT. U KNOW ITS FUNNY........THE HOLIDAYS BRING SUCH A MIX OF EXCITEMENT AND DREAD. LATELY THE ONES I LOVE HAVE BEEN GOIN THRU A ROUGH TIME AND I WISH THAT I HAD A MAGIC WAND TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER FOR THEM. WHILE I HAVE MY OWN HEARTACHE THIS YR MY HEART ACHES EVEN MORE FOR THEM. I DONT EVEN HAVE SOME INFINITE WISDOM TO SHARE. I GUESS THE BEST THAT I CAN DO IS TO LET THEM KNOW THAT IM HERE AND I CAN LISTEN. TRY TO FIND THE POSITIVE ADMIST THE CHAOS AND TO JUST TAKE EVERYTHING ONE BABY STEP AT A TIME. I WISH THAT THEIR LOVED ONES OR THE ONES THEY WANT TO LOVE COULD "C THE LIGHT" AND START BEHAVING IN A MORE LOVING MANNER. IF IT COUNTS FOR ANYTHING............I LOVE YA FOR ALL THAT U R, WITHOUT CONDITIONS AND WITHOUT EXPECTING U TO CHANGE. >BIG HUGS< IN THE MEANTIME I WANT EVERYONE TO STOP AND TAKE A MOMENT THIS YR TO APPRECIATE THE PPL THEY HAVE IN THEIR LIVES. TOO OFTEN WE TAKE FOR GRANTED THE LITTLE THINGS, EVEN THOUGH FAM AND FRIENDS R BY NO MEANS LITTLE. TELL THEM U CARE AND DONT JUST APPRECIATE THEM ON HOLIDAYS.......DO IT ALL YR ROUND. REMEMBER, THINGS DONT HAPPEN W/O A REASON AND THAT INCLUDES PPL BEING AROUND U.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

SAME SHIT A DIFFERENT DAY.......

BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!! WHEN DID LIFE GET SOOO ROUTINE? U GET UP GO TO WORK COME HOME AND DO CHORES. I DO UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS SOMEWHAT EXPECTED AS U GET OLDER.......MOSTLY B/C U EVENTUALLY START RUNNING OUT OF "SPUNK" AND ALOT OF PPL END UP WITH FAMILIES OF THEIR OWN AND WELL I CANT COME UP WITH ANOTHER REASON. MAYBE B/C U C THE USELESSNESS IN RUNNING TO THE BARS AND GOIN OUT ALL THE TIME, BUT ISNT THAT WHAT WE CALL MATURITY? I DONT KNOW, BUT I HAD A PHONE CONVERSATION LAST NITE AND GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT THE IMPRESSION THAT I MADE WAS THAT OF A 40YR OLD WITH LIKE 6 KIDS AND W/E. I MUST ADMIT THAT I DO LIKE TO CHILL AT HOME ALOT. I DONT LIKE RUNNIN TO THE BARS AND CLUBS AND SUCH........QUITE FRANKLY I CAN SPEND MY MONEY ON BETTER THINGS, THAT AND IM NOT ONE FOR DRINKING REALLY. ONCE IN AWHILE IS AIGHT BUT EVEN THEN ID MUCH RATHER B DRINKIN AT HOME........SO IF I DO WANNA GO OUT ID MUCH RATHER B GOIN TO MAGIC MT. OR BOWLING OR IF ITS NICE, PUTT PUTT.........THINGS OF THAT NATURE. ;) THEN WE WERE DISCUSSING FIRST DATES AND MAKIN AN IMPRESSION............I SAID THAT ITS REALLY NOTHIN SPECIAL TO TAKE SOMEONE OUT CAUSE AS LONG AS U HAVE 20 BUCKS WHATEVER U DO CAN B FUN EVEN IF UR NOT EXACTLY ENJOYING THE COMPANY.......I MEAN HOW CAN U NOT HAVE FUN WHILE WATCHING A MOVIE IN A THEATER-----THERES NO TALKING!!!!! AND HOW COULD U NOT HAVE FUN AT MAGIC MT.!!!! FOR ME, ID MUCH RATHER DO SOMETHING THATS MORE MUNDANE AND HUMDRUM CAUSE IF WE CAN CLICK DOIN THAT THEN ITS GAURANTEED THAT ACTUALLY GOIN OUT AND DOIN SOMETHING WILL B FUN. BESIDES, U DONT ALWAYS HAVE THE MONEY TO GO OUT AND ITS WHEN UR STUCK AT HOME HAVING TO DEAL WITH EACH THAT SOMETIMES PROBLEMS COME UP. I WOULD RATHER KNOW UP FRONT, RIGHT AWAY THAT WHOEVER IT IS THAT IM GONNA B WITH CAN DEAL WITH US JUST BEING US-----KNOW WHAT I MEAN? MAYBE IM WEIRD, MAYBE THAT MAKES ME OLD BUT I THINK ITS A FAIRLY GOOD WAY TO APPROACH THIS DATING THING CAUSE I DONT LIKE WASTING MY TIME OR ANYONE ELSES!!!! WHAT DO U GUYS THINK?????????

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

I COULD FLOW...........

.................BETTER THAN U WAY BACK B4 I WAS SEMEN!!!! LMAO SOOOO IM WONDERING WHERE OH WHERE DONALDRDECHICO IS???????? IM SURE HES READ THE COMMENTS, HMMMMM. OH WELL NO SKIN OFF MY BACK, HOWEVER I AM ALSO WONDERING Y IT IS THAT HE NEVER MAKES AN APPEARANCE UNTIL WE R BEING SILLY ON HERE? HE NEVER COMMENTS ON ANYTHING WORTH HAVIN AN OPINION ABOUT?!?! AGAIN, OH WELL. ANYHOOOOOOO I WAS THINKIN ABOUT THE POPULATION TODAY AND Y SOME PPL SAY AND DO THE THINGS THEY DO......I KNOW ITS A NEVER ENDING CYCLE, AND IM PRETTY SURE ILL NEVER OFFICIALLY HAVE AN ANSWER BUT IT MAKES FOR GOOD CONVERSATION........I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO TELL SOMEONE THAT U THINK THEY R COOL. DOES THAT MEAN U LIKE THE WAY THEY THINK? OR U LIKE THE WAY THEY BEHAVE? OR THEIR ATTITUDE? I DONT THINK I EVER TELL ANYONE THAT I THINK THEY R "COOL". MAYBE ITS JUST A GENERIC TERM.......I USUALLY TELL SOMEONE THAT, "HEY I LIKE THE WAY U THINK", OR I JUST SAY THAT I THINK THEY R A GREAT PERSON-----MEANING THE WHOLE PACKAGE IS KICKASS, IE>>>>>THEY R INTELLIGENT, FUNNY, KIND, BIG HEART, ETC. MAYBE USING GENERIC TERMS TO TELL SOMEONE HOW U FEEL ABOUT THEM OR WHAT U THINK OF THEM IS A CHEAP AND EASY WAY OUT TO AVOID LETTING EMOTIONS SHOW??? IM SURE WE R ALL GUILTY OF THIS SORT OF THING........JUST RANDOMLY PICKING A WORD TO TELL SOMEONE THAT WE LIKE WHO THEY R AND WHAT THEY R ABOUT INSTEAD OF BEING SPECIFIC. BUT THAT GETS INTO THE WHOLE MUSHY, SAPPY, OVER DONE EMOTIONAL SHIT........WHICH ISNT NECESSARILY A BAD THING, THERES JUST A PLACE AND TIME FOR IT----AND EVERYDAY IS NOT THE PLACE AND TIME FOR IT!!!! HAHAHA SO LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK "COOL" MEANS AND ALL THE GENERIC TERMS THAT GO WITH IT..............

PS.............I NEVER FINISHED MY THING ON WHAT IT MEANS TO B OLD SO HERE IT IS: I THINK "OLD" IS HOW U MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY FEEL. ITS NOT A # OR WHETHER OR NOT UR SICK OR FORGETFUL. I DONT THINK IT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH MATURITY, CAUSE LETS FACE IT IVE KNOWN SOME "ADULTS" THAT ACTED LIKE THEY WERE 2!!! AND TEENS THAT WERE MORE LIKE 40!!! I THINK "OLD" IS THE LIFE EXPERIENCE UVE HAD AND WHAT U CAME AWAY FROM IT WITH. ITS UR OUTLOOK ON LIFE AND WHAT TO DO WITH IT. ITS UR STATE OF MIND AND HOW U C URSELF. ...................OK, NOW IM DONE, GOT COMMENTS? U KNOW WHAT TO DO............

Monday, December 06, 2004

GIRLS TALK ABOUT THE BOOTY TOO!!!!!!!

Fella's fella's fella's!!! Do you know how to please your woman? Seriouly? Don't lie! Come now. Tell Doctor Chica......................... You are a damn lier! U want to know why? Because girls talk about the ass too! Thats right! If you don't please your woman its guarented that her friends are going to know. They will also talk about the good sex but the bad sex, oh shit, all your shit is bare. No punt intended. If you do not go down on your girl and she has asked for it, you can count on her faking the orgasm because she needs that soft clitoral simulation of a tongue that a finger or a penis can't accomplish! If you don't changed positions and its just a standard postion you can count on eyes rolling, a faked orgasm so good that you won't be able to tell if its real or not because she has to do it quite often because u fucking suck in bed, she has become a pro at faking "O"! Trust me, girls have friends and their friends have friends and so on and so on! If you are not very well endowed and you won't or can't do any of the above, u just might be a lost cause as far as sex goes. Come on guys, you talk a lot of game, now, lets back it up. Do some research, communicate with your girl or if you are not commited then do some extra reading because you do not have the yes and no's to back the theory up. A girl will only and could only be as adventurous as you are. If you are not willing to share what ya know and are not able to learn and expirement more, then you need to give up sex, save a girl a faked orgasm, and yourself the humiliation of your "PROBLEM"!

OOOOHHHHH BABY, THATS FUCKING COLD!!!!!!!

Ok ppl! Must of all of us masterbate! Right? Its relieves a lot of stress. But how do you did it? With what? I was doing some reading on the matter and ppl do some off the wall shit. Like carve penises out of potato's, fuck themselves with it, and then eat it. Some use toys, fingers, hands, feet, whatever gets them off. However, I read this thing about this person using a popcicle. A FUCKING POPCICLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn, thats cold. Now, I like to think that I am pretty knownlegdable about sex in general but this deffinatly topped that cake. I knew that some europeans like to urinate and deficate on others, if that isn't strange but a popcicle. Oh shit! The porn shop closed early that night uh? LMAO!!!!! Anyway, I wouldlike for everyone to voice their oppion and let me know what your likes and dislikes are, do's and don'ts. Don't be shy, be open minded, and lets have fun. Just consider me Doctor Chica, your local, uncertified, sex therapist! "Feeling good is just a, well, hummmm, whatever u prefer away!"

What Meat Is In Your Freezer?

What makes a person racist? Is it their preference on dating? Their attitude toward other races? Its a question that many of us ask and others oppions are respected on this. No one will be slautered for their oppion. Everyone understands that this is a touchy subject, so please be respectful the others! Thank you for you comments on the matter.

Hi, my name is Donaldrdechico, I am applying for the asshole position!

Dear Mister Donaldrdechico, we are pleased to inform you that we have enough assholes on board our company and we will not be needing your assistance. You do have all the requirements to be the perfect asshole, however we do not except applications from menstral vomit that was ACCIDENTLY, or as we like to call it "A BIG FUCKING MISTEAK", that was inpregnated by a drunken crackhead with misdirected sperm that connected with discharge that managed to stay due to the lack of soap and water. If you feel that you were misunderstood in your application please feel free to stick your oppions up your ass because, quite frankly, we don't give a damn! We hope find your purpose in life, or rather, your place, which is on a sheet or a dirty towel somewhere that is washed, rinsed, and released down a drain.

Thank You For You Interest,
Life In The Rat Pack INC.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

DONALDRDECHICO........

LOOK MAN, DIDNT I TELL U LAST TIME THAT U WANTED TO SPEW SHIT THAT UR WORDS HAVE NO EFFECT ON ME. FUNNY HOW FOR SOMEONE THAT DOESNT LIKE WHAT WE HAVE TO SAY U CHECK THE SITE "EVERYDAY".....(UR WORDS)!!! FUNNY HOW U SEEM TO THINK WE'RE ALL INBRED AND LOST IN THE "DARK AGES" WHEN UR THE IGNORANT FUCK THAT NEVER SAYS ANYTHING FOR TALKIN ALOTA SHIT!?!?!? HMMM WHATS UP WITH THAT? DONT BOTHER TO ANSWER THAT CAUSE I DONT REALLY CARE. U KNOW Y UR A HATER??????? CAUSE UR JEALOUS!!!! U THINK U GOT SOMETHIN MEANINGFUL TO PREACH ABOUT ON UR SOAPBOX THEN FUCKIN BRING IT!!! TIL THEN..........UR NO MORE TO ME THAN A WASTE OF UR DADDYS CUM WAD!!!!!!

why the rat pack is so great

So today chica calls me at 11. And I was awake and she was like whoa and I was like whoa. And after I vent about a certain so and so and she talks about her need for ass, we start talking about dog's licking peanut butter off of fun places. She was like I don't want to put my dog through that and I was like well you should borrow someone else's dog then. And then I said that the person would be like what the fuck did you do to my dog?... yeah not a good thing to say around people you don't know. Got lots of looks for that one. That's why the rat pack is great we can talk about dogs helping you masterbate and cannabilism and how the whole world is assholes and we wanna kill them and we can tell each other to fuck off and we will all just sit there and laugh. I can't wait to be home lol

Saturday, December 04, 2004

HELLOOOO OUT THERE?????

DAMN!!! IS ANYONE ALIVE OUT THERE, FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!! IVE RECENTLY DECIDED TO GIVE UP ON BEING A STNA AND BECOME A FULL FLEDGED WITCH. NOT BITCH W I T C H !!!!! I KNOW SOME OF U WILL THINK THERES NO DIFFERENCE THERE WHEN IT COMES TO ME, HAHAHAHA. U FUCKERS WILL GET URS!!! MMMMAHAHAHA I THINK THAT A WITCH IS MUCH MORE PROSPEROUS THAN GOIN TO THE GRIND EVERYDAY. LETS FACE IT I WONT HAVE TO PAY FOR UTILITIES CAUSE I CAN JUST USE MY MAGIC, I WONT NEED TO PAY FOR GAS CAUSE ILL HAVE MY BROOM STICK AND THERE WONT B A GROCERY BILL CAUSE ILL JUST MAKE W/E APPEAR B4 ME!! BUT HERES THE BEST PART.......IF U FUCK W/ME ULL HAVE REASON TO REALLY FEEL THREATENED AND IF U NEED SOMETHIN THEN ULL B MORE INCLINED TO SINCERELY KISS MY ASS TO GET IT. :) ANYHOO I HAVE MY FRIEND TIM TO THANK FOR THIS, IT WAS HIS IDEA........WOOHOO TIM!!!!! ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE, I HAD A XMAS DECORATION ON MY FRONT DOOR AND IT WAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT IT WASNT THERE ANYMORE.....SEEMS ITS BEEN MISSING FOR A FEW DAYS NOW. WTF????? I AM THOROUGHLY PISSED OFF, WHILE I DID HANG IT AT MY OWN RISK OTHER PPL HERE HANG SHIT ON THEIR DOORS AND NOTHIN HAPPENS!!!! WHAT NON CHRISTMAS MOTHER FUCKER WOULD TAKE SOMEONES DECORATION???? THE POPULATION NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE AND DISGUST ME. UGH. THE QUEEN ICE BITCH IS OFFICIALLY RELEASED...............

Thursday, December 02, 2004

NOBAMMAS.........

OK U FUCKTARD!!! I CANT BELIEVE U PUT THAT SHIT ON THERE! U REALLY THINK ITS OK TO UNPLUG FROM UR FRIENDS LONG ENOUGH TO BANG EM AND THEN ACT LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY!?!?!?!?!? TRUTH B TOLD IF THEY R REALLY UR FRIENDS U WOULDNT B ABLE TO UNPLUG FROM THEM LIKE THAT TO B ABLE TO FUCK EM. UD CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE!! BESIDES IF UR THAT HARD UP TO GET SOME ASS MAYBE ITS TIME TO GET A DOLL???????? BUY A HOOKER?????????? RENT MORE PORN?????????? GIVE URSELF CARPAL TUNNEL?????????? THE CHOICE IS URS.........I DONT THINK HAVIN A FUCK BUDDY THATS ONE OF UR FRIENDS IS THAT SIMPLE. THE WHOLE POINT IN HAVIN A FUCK BUDDY IS SO THAT THERES NO STRINGS ATTATCHED. IF UR FRIENDS THERES ALREADY STRINGS ATTATCHED. WANNA FUCK BUDDY? GO TO A BAR AND PICK UP ONE OF THE ASSHOLES THERE, THEN UNPLUG, BANG UR BRAINS OUT AND GO ON UR MERRY FUCKIN WAY!!!!!!!!!!! ............................AND HOOCHIE MAMA, THANKS FOR BEING MY DICTIONARY :) :) :) :)

JUST A POST....

I C THAT NO ONE HAS POSTED RECENTLY AND WELL IM SICK OF LOOKIN AT THE SAME SHIT......I KNOW HOOCHIE MAMA IS STUDYING HER BUTT OFF FOR MID TERMS, EXAMS AND TESTS OF THAT NATURE SO I DONT EXPECT TO HEAR FROM HER ON HERE FOR AWHILE. AND CHICA.......WELL IM NOT SURE BOUT HER, MAYBE ITS CAUSE WE DONT HAVE ANYTHING SUPER EXCITING GOIN ON IN OUR LIVES RIGHT NOW. AFTERALL IT IS THE "HOLIDAY" SEASON AND LOTS OF PPL HAVE TURNED INTO MANIACS ON THE ROAD AND IN THE STORES. MOST R PREOCCUPIED WITH SHOPPING AND WRAPPING AND VISITING. I TEND TO AVOID THE ROAD AND STORES UNTIL AFTER THE SEASON AS MUCH AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE!! COENCIDENTLY(SP?) THE DRAMA HAS STOPPED FOR ME AND IM TICKLED PINK SO I CANT EVEN POST BOUT THAT. AS FOR THE GIRLS I THINK THEYVE GIVEN UP ON THEIR DRAMA AND R SIMPLY WAITING IT OUT..........I SAW TIM THE OTHER DAY, HE ISNT DOIN ANYTHING HORRIBLY EXCITING EITHER. BUT ISNT THAT THE LIFE OF A GROWN UP? WHEN DID WE GET OLD, ACTUALLY.....WHEN DID WE START ACTING OLD? THATS A GOOD QUESTION: WHAT IS OLD? IS IT A STATE OF MIND, IS IT A PHYSICAL CONDITION, IS IT LIFE EXPERIENCE, IS IT MATURITY, IS IT AGE? I DEFINITELY HAVE MY OWN OPINION BUT LEMME KNOW WHAT U THINK..............