SO I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYED XMAS. I HAVE BEEN VISITED ALOT BY MY X, WHICH I APPRECIATE CONSIDERING THE CIRCUMSTANCES. OFCOURSE CHICA HAS CALLED TO CHECK IN AND I DID GET A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM ANGIE......BUT I DIDNT NEED TO B OCCUPIED BY MINDLESS CONVERSATION----I DO APPRECIATE THEIR EFFORTS........I JUST NEEDED SOMEONE TO B HERE, NOT NECESSARILY TALK AND MY X DID JUST THAT. HE ALSO HELPED SHOVEL ME OUT FROM THAT MASSIVE SNOW STORM!!!! ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT HES AROUND WHEN SEEMINGLY THERES NO ONE ELSE. HE TOLD ME AGAIN THAT HE LOVES ME AND I HAVE BEEN LEFT WITH THE FEELING THAT THIS WHOLE TIME WAS JUST A MATTER OF CONVENIENCE. MAYBE ITS CAUSE THIS HOLIDAY SEASON HAS BEEN ESPECIALLY SAD AND LONELY FOR ME THAT FOR SOME REASON I STARTED THINKIN SHIT.........I REALLY DONT KNOW. I FEEL CONFUSED OVER ALOT OF THINGS AND IM THINKING-----NOW WHAT? I FEEL LIKE SOMETIMES MY BEST EFFORTS GO TO WASTE, ITS LIKE Y DO I EVEN TRY???????????????
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It's nice that ur ex was there for you. A lot of times, ppl in those situations don't care anymore. Nice to know he still does regardless of the circumstances.
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