we're watching the news the other nite and this guy has a segment that reminds me of john something's "gimme a break" on 20/20. this guy is talking about pretzels and how some ppl r going to b in an uproar b/c the pretzel shape is an old CHRISTIAN symbol. the cross shape in the middle of the pretzel is the same shape as ppl folding their arms across their chest to pray. all of this being brought up b/c the pretzel is a staple lent food item. (its made of flour and water so its okay to eat during lent) pfft. r u fuckin kidding me??? seriously??? if ppl start getting pissed and the traditional pretzel shape starts being recalled........r ppl that bored? r they really that concerned over a FUCKIN PRETZEL? c'mon there r worse things goin on in the world and probably next door to ur house than the shape of a pretzel. PPL KILL ME!!!!
then the news switches to a local town of ours fast becoming the CAT CAPITAL of ohio. wtf??? did i just hear that right??? yeah, unfortunately i did. seems to b a, and i quote, "exploding cat population" goin on. if this is a new breed of cats then i definitely want to visit this town and check the cats out.....but if ur wasting news time to discuss the increase of stray cats.......holy shit!!!! they even went as far as to interview locals and the mayor to get their opinion. "ugh, yeah, ima gettin real tired of pickin up cat shit in my front yard. could y'all do somin bout that." gawd.
thank god for angry music. :) and i leave u with this lil song by korn.........
My brother, you love her But don't give up your instincts Hang onto you know what They'll be gone fast as you blink They're trained to seduce you Suck you dry quick as they can They tried to reduce you Now you're barely a man
Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar
Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar
It's not wrong to let go And let the woman ride you For fuck sake, don't lose touch With the dog that's inside you She wanted what you had You bet she smelt the spore Don't give up, fuck her up One more time, slam that door
Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar
Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar
Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
I GOT NOTHIN
so wednesday t and i spent the day running around our local town getting ideas and information on a cake. we went to a new bakery and sat for a good hour. c, around here whenever something new opens the whole town likes to go there. its like a huge event. ppl get dressed up, the rednecks put on their good clothes, everyone tries to use good manners and proper english and its just a good ol time. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ITS JUST A FUCKIN BAKERY!!! no different than the one in krogers or neffs or any other grocery store. pfft. anyhoooo once we were able to talk with one of the bakers it was all down hill. this guy didnt know shit and kept having to go get answers to come back and still know nothing. ugh. did i mention he told us our order would b the first wedding cake for them? yeah, we left. we're still on the look out.
i talked to chica.......shes in love!! awww. no really. shes been dating the same guy for a lil while now and he told her he loved her. im happy for her. we were supposed to get together last weekend but it didnt fly....i havent seen her since xmas. maybe next weekend??? i also tried callin hoochie mama but with no answer and no return call. hmmm. u know im gettin sick of this shit and invitations rnt set in stone yet!! ;) hahaha
a few days ago t found a dead cat next to our house. just layin under the dryer vent all sprawled out. it was strange looking. as if it had just been relaxing, gettin warm and then croaked. i kept goin on and on bout how it was just layin there so t put into action operation removal. so he has his gloves on and a garbage bag on top of those and proceeds to pick up our feline friend. thank god it wasnt stuck to the ground....although that couldve proven sickly humorous. while holding it he feels these lumps under its skin and its cracking, then sliding down from the garbage bag. he has to stop and readjust eventually making it to the small field behind our house. plunk! no more dead cat. hes reminded of a punk song including the lyrics "dead cat!" and then "smelly cat" from friends. this dead cat occupied our lives for 24hrs non stop. strange. even when animals r sick i thought they holed up by themselves somewhere....not out in the open, next to a house of all things. sooo gross, when i had the dryer on the air was blowing its fur not yet frozen to its body. glad its over with....but im keeping my eyes open for any other dead animals lyin around. if theres more i think thats a definite sign!! hahaha
okay so the halloween picture up top is late. really late. but i was having trouble with blogger remember. i decided to give it a go while i was typing this post. sure enough it uploaded. woohoo! better late than never.........even if it has nothing to do with anything ive said!
Sunday, March 19, 2006
GOOD TIMES
the weekend is coming to a close and i must say ive enjoyed myself. i went shopping on saturday and came home to have l and j over. i was a little disappointed shoppin cause i didnt find as many scrub tops as i was hopin for but oh well. its money saved, right? hahaha l and j got here and we ended up playing battle of the sexes. needless to say l and i kicked ass! (thats cause boys r dumb! lmao) then we watched a history of violence....it was good til the end. i hate that. when u get a great movie and then the producers let the end blow. whatta shame. it was a good time....we definitely have to do it more often. i thought i was gon na c chica but she must of got caught up in a "screwy" situation if u know what i mean!! HAHAHA
remember me tellin u guys that my x talked to my friend rachel??? and how i was on my soapbox preachin about how i wasnt gonna initiate shit??? yeah.....i bit the bullet and emailed her and got a pleasant response. yay! who knows where this will lead but the ride should b interesting. :)
one last thing i must do b4 i go back to my vegitative state for the day.......i work with a guy named jeremy quite a bit. the other nite we worked on the same hall and it wasnt that i was being lazy, but stupid shit got me caught up. u know, brush my teeth, comb my hair, shave me---all things that didnt need to b done right away but i went ahead and did them. well this left jeremy to fend for himself on the floor. he busted his ass and i told him id publicly give him props for doin a good job. so here it is---THANKS FOR ALL UR HARD WORK!! :)
now that the psa is over im goin back to a semi state of hibernation. c y'all on the flip side!
remember me tellin u guys that my x talked to my friend rachel??? and how i was on my soapbox preachin about how i wasnt gonna initiate shit??? yeah.....i bit the bullet and emailed her and got a pleasant response. yay! who knows where this will lead but the ride should b interesting. :)
one last thing i must do b4 i go back to my vegitative state for the day.......i work with a guy named jeremy quite a bit. the other nite we worked on the same hall and it wasnt that i was being lazy, but stupid shit got me caught up. u know, brush my teeth, comb my hair, shave me---all things that didnt need to b done right away but i went ahead and did them. well this left jeremy to fend for himself on the floor. he busted his ass and i told him id publicly give him props for doin a good job. so here it is---THANKS FOR ALL UR HARD WORK!! :)
now that the psa is over im goin back to a semi state of hibernation. c y'all on the flip side!
Monday, March 13, 2006
RANDOM THOUGHTS
its my day off and im fighting what seems to b the last of a cold. isnt it great what stress can do to u? i mean it can really b cruel to a person. ie--lower ur immune system so that u can catch whatever the latest nasty is flyin around. it can throw u into a fit of asshole-ism. put u in such a fowl state of mind that all living things avoid u like plague. cause weakness and defeat to the point of blubbering like a baby. change ur outlook to utter negativity. cause total loss of motivation. .......wow, stress really, really sucks. so much so that from now on i may just start wishing the worse case of stress EVER on my enemies. >:)
honestly, im not stressed. anymore. that is my point. i took my day off as my day off. no errands, cooking or wedding shit. *deep breath* ahh. ive let my mind wonder and even completely blank out. which leads me to the random thoughts..........
where the hell do the birds go during winter?
y doesnt the grass fall out and blow away like the leaves do on the trees in autumn?
y the fuck cant my neighbors pick their fuckin trash up instead of lettin it blow in my yard?
what happened to all the chocolate that was in this house?
mmmm, fried chicken.
gawd! i have to start my long week tomorrow.
the bedroom smells really good. (sidenote: i scrubbed the walls/dusted)
it is sooooo warm today.
y cant laundry fold itself?
i really want to take a nap, i wish i could go to sleep!
daytime television blows balls.
i wonder if they actually fired that nurse today.
i cant wait for my weekend off.---woohoo, that means its almost payday!
there aint shit on this box either.
enough is enough, im goin back to sucky tv.
honestly, im not stressed. anymore. that is my point. i took my day off as my day off. no errands, cooking or wedding shit. *deep breath* ahh. ive let my mind wonder and even completely blank out. which leads me to the random thoughts..........
where the hell do the birds go during winter?
y doesnt the grass fall out and blow away like the leaves do on the trees in autumn?
y the fuck cant my neighbors pick their fuckin trash up instead of lettin it blow in my yard?
what happened to all the chocolate that was in this house?
mmmm, fried chicken.
gawd! i have to start my long week tomorrow.
the bedroom smells really good. (sidenote: i scrubbed the walls/dusted)
it is sooooo warm today.
y cant laundry fold itself?
i really want to take a nap, i wish i could go to sleep!
daytime television blows balls.
i wonder if they actually fired that nurse today.
i cant wait for my weekend off.---woohoo, that means its almost payday!
there aint shit on this box either.
enough is enough, im goin back to sucky tv.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
OLD SCHOOL
whatever happened to these words n phrases???
conniption fit
fuddy duddy
thats whack!
thats tight
madder than a wet hen
peeved
im so mad i could spit nails!
worthless as tits on a boar hog
fuckin a-right
fubar
holy cow!
slicker than snot on a doorknob
awesome
anyone else have some old school sayings? :D also....can anyone think of a yellow food item that is NOT sticky???
conniption fit
fuddy duddy
thats whack!
thats tight
madder than a wet hen
peeved
im so mad i could spit nails!
worthless as tits on a boar hog
fuckin a-right
fubar
holy cow!
slicker than snot on a doorknob
awesome
anyone else have some old school sayings? :D also....can anyone think of a yellow food item that is NOT sticky???
Hey Ya'll
Hey everyone! I just wanted to apologize for not posting in awhile. I have been so busy with work and my relationship that I haven't found much time to do anything. I have missed everyone so much and I hope to talk to yall soon. I have got published again. I am so excited. For everyone that knows my first and last name feel free to go to poetry.com. You will see the new poem there. I will keep in touch. ~CHICA~
Sunday, March 05, 2006
OLD GHOSTS
so im braving the freezer like conditions of the upstairs to fuck around on this box. im logged into my yahoo messenger and im doin research on beach towels and loans when i get an IM. its the x and he tells me that he has been in contact with a high school friend of mine---rachel. he tells me shes livin in ohio and that she misses me, i should get in touch with her. i ask how the hell he "ran into" her and he tells me thru myspace......hmm. he signs off and im left with this information.
lets go back in time shall we?.......back in hs rachel, tiffany, nicole and i were inseperable. then one day shortly after graduation i had a nasty car accident. this prevented me from goin off to college at the same time as the rest of them, and in fact once i was able to go off i withdrew myself due to mental, physical and personal strain. its not like i expected us to all remain as close as we were in hs, but i thought some basic communication and a few visits etc. would keep our friendships at least breathing. well, i must have been waaaaay outta line b/c that is not what happened at all. we all did different things, moved away or back w/e and the effort didnt exist---at least not on their part. oh well, i stopped my efforts no matter how small when i wasnt getting any response. so yrs go by and turns out i moved back to ohio and one day c rachel workin in a store im at. we give each other a quick low down and she gives me her #. i dont call her---thats my fault but heres my reasoning.....u dont walk away from someone u care about, drop ALL communication, blow back into their life and expect things to b the same as b4. nor should u expect them to feel comfortable enough to pick up the phone and start chatting away with all their personal details when u were the one that dropped them. the way i c it is if rachel or tiffany or nicole miss our friendship and wanna try to get together again then they need to put forth a little more effort. not me.
fast forward to today---im not bitter over the situation, no matter how this comes across. we all grow up, mature, take on different responsibilities, move, etc. what amazes me about this is that rachel has proceeded to talk with my fucking X HUSBAND about me. the girl knows what town i live in. she even knows my last name, and if she doesnt im sure she could just fuckin ask my x and hed tell her. is it really that hard to dial 411 and ask for my listing? ---that is, if she really said she missed me. they act like they cant approach me, and maybe thats the guilt gettin to em but fuck. im not such a bitch that i dont understand and wont forgive them. does that mean we just pick up where we left off yrs ago? hell no, but im willing to listen. gawd, hoochie mama and i have kept a friendship while shes been in school and i havent even known her half as long as i have rachel n them. puts things into perspective doesnt it? yeah, thats what i thought.
i fully believe god puts ppl in ur life for however long for a reason. and i fully believe that all things happen for a reason, even if u cant figure out the reason at the moment. im wondering what reason it is that i keep hearing rachels name. it seems that inadvertantly she keeps popping into my life...........................
lets go back in time shall we?.......back in hs rachel, tiffany, nicole and i were inseperable. then one day shortly after graduation i had a nasty car accident. this prevented me from goin off to college at the same time as the rest of them, and in fact once i was able to go off i withdrew myself due to mental, physical and personal strain. its not like i expected us to all remain as close as we were in hs, but i thought some basic communication and a few visits etc. would keep our friendships at least breathing. well, i must have been waaaaay outta line b/c that is not what happened at all. we all did different things, moved away or back w/e and the effort didnt exist---at least not on their part. oh well, i stopped my efforts no matter how small when i wasnt getting any response. so yrs go by and turns out i moved back to ohio and one day c rachel workin in a store im at. we give each other a quick low down and she gives me her #. i dont call her---thats my fault but heres my reasoning.....u dont walk away from someone u care about, drop ALL communication, blow back into their life and expect things to b the same as b4. nor should u expect them to feel comfortable enough to pick up the phone and start chatting away with all their personal details when u were the one that dropped them. the way i c it is if rachel or tiffany or nicole miss our friendship and wanna try to get together again then they need to put forth a little more effort. not me.
fast forward to today---im not bitter over the situation, no matter how this comes across. we all grow up, mature, take on different responsibilities, move, etc. what amazes me about this is that rachel has proceeded to talk with my fucking X HUSBAND about me. the girl knows what town i live in. she even knows my last name, and if she doesnt im sure she could just fuckin ask my x and hed tell her. is it really that hard to dial 411 and ask for my listing? ---that is, if she really said she missed me. they act like they cant approach me, and maybe thats the guilt gettin to em but fuck. im not such a bitch that i dont understand and wont forgive them. does that mean we just pick up where we left off yrs ago? hell no, but im willing to listen. gawd, hoochie mama and i have kept a friendship while shes been in school and i havent even known her half as long as i have rachel n them. puts things into perspective doesnt it? yeah, thats what i thought.
i fully believe god puts ppl in ur life for however long for a reason. and i fully believe that all things happen for a reason, even if u cant figure out the reason at the moment. im wondering what reason it is that i keep hearing rachels name. it seems that inadvertantly she keeps popping into my life...........................