Look, I appreciate everyones comments that are made. One in particular really gets to me though. The last comment on "All board the Douchbag Express". I understand the meaning. I have heard that several times growing up. But I will have you know that I am not like that with everyone. Everyone makes misteaks and it just so happens that I am paying for mine now instead of later. I hate myself for doing it don't get me wrong. There is not a day that goes by that I wish that I had never have done the things that I have done with him. But I can't change things now. I know that. I will get over it and soon. I am working on it and I have met someone that I enjoy being around but nothing is definate. I learn from my misteaks and this is one lesson that is taken to heart, literally.
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{"But I will have you know that I am not like that with everyone. Everyone makes misteaks and it just so happens that I am paying for mine now instead of later. I hate myself for doing it..."}
You are very confused, Ms.Chica.
1) It seems you missed the whole point. It's your body, do what you want with it. Don't expect a person to love you back just because you love them. Don't expect a person to invest into a relationship if they don't have to. What I mean by "If they don't have to" is they get what they want regardless of how they behave or treat you.
2) I would hope you (<---- As in mankind) learn from your mistakes sooner than later.
3) You don't really hate yourself. You got played. Nothing more. Nothing less. You were giving up the booty thinking it was going to turn into something else. It didn't. Life goes on. You said so yourself. Your done with that guy. You have a new friend to hang out with, a new friend to help pursue life.
Congrats.
4) Nobody has been able to solve this puzzle called life.
Whatever doesn't kill me will only make me stronger
Start believing, and you will start achieving.
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