TLC

well hello all. ive been a little amiss lately. u could say ive been preoccupied with christmas, a little bit of work and overall just tryin to hang in there. have i said lately how much i hate being a grown up? haha. soooo um yeah......i had a co-worker shoulder check me last week while at work. i wasnt very happy about that. told my nurse and the administrator. he got back with me today about this little issue. apparently this chic didnt remember doin any such thing and apologized to him. needless to say he told her that she should apologize to me and to "comfort" me he told me that sometimes the ppl that have worked at a place for awhile just need their bad habits or w/e brought to their attention. hmmm, im not buying it and im disappointed that she merely got a lecture! the least that could have been done was to write her up! fuckin work politics!!! pfft!!! u know, i love my job---that is, i love what i do but sometimes u can get too involved and that creates problems. ie.....i really like this facility and b/c i like it soo much i really want to fix the wrongs. well, im only one person and ppl very rarely change so u do the math.

my christmas shopping is just about complete. still need something cool for my brother then that should do it. i picked up his wish list the other nite. luckily the list i got was different than the one posted on his frig! that one included things like a cam corder, mp3 player and a digital camera.....wow! guys r so expensive to buy for!

i thought my car was gonna take a shit on me. i went to start it and the front end shook so bad u woulda thought u were sittin in a giant vibrator! thank god tim fixed it and it wasnt an assload of money. i cant remember if i told him thanks or not but if i didnt.........THANKS!! i appreciate it.

yep, its been pretty hazey around here for me. just kinda hangin out in left field. not sure what the deal is cause im not pissed off or in need of an asshole day or w/e. just kinda feeling like i need to make time for me. i wasnt even excited to put the christmas tree up this year, felt more like a chore than fun......and thats not me. i wasnt even uber picky about the window clings or the ornaments. u dont even have to ask cause tim already did----"r u feeling alright?" haha :) im sure the "occd" will set in soon enough. ;)

on a brighter note......our thanksgiving dinner was excellent! i cooked 2 turkeys and stuffed each one with half a head of garlic, onions, celery and an apple. it was sooo yummy! we had pies out the ass cause of ppl bringing extra. and we had an interesting conversation about corn quite possibly being the indestructible vegetable. hahahaha (if u dont get that, eat some corn and c how it comes out ;) )

aight, so thats it really. ill try not to b such a stranger but this haze is seemingly keeping me from wanting to do anything other than lounge around. btw, ive tried the halloween pics again, still no go. :( fuckers!

on a sidenote i lost 2 of my fav workers to dayshift. i know we'll still c each other but it fuckin sucks and im sad. traitors! :P also one of my residents passed away yesterday mornin---god b with u potter.