Begining a new Search!

I am begining a new search. Starting today. For those who know me, you know that I have not spoken with my father for about 12 years now. Today, I put out a search. I should have my results within 24 hours. I am really neverous about all of this. I have thought about doing this for a long time. What better times than the holidays to try and locate a lost family member. I will be in hopes that I find him and that I will be able to establish a relationship with him after all of these years. My father and I, the last time we spoke, had exchanged words. We, obviously, haven't spoken since. At a very young age I told him how I felt about things and it hit really close to home. I am sure that it upset him but I guess the truth hurts sometimes. I am not looking to appologize, I am just looking to know. To some of you this may sound very foolish and I can understand. However, when something just eats and eats at you, you eventually have to do something about it. I will keep everyone posted on the events ahead. Please, if you believe, keep me in your prayers!