TIMES UP!

i feel like ive bailed on u guys out there....i havent. ive been planning birthday stuff for tim. well not really planning it, but gettin it organized and it has monopolized most of my time lately. not to mention havin the halloween party the same day has me doin double duty. it will b a good time.......

chica FINALLY got to start workin at the facility. i thought i would b training her but instead shes training with a dipshit. oh well, then i dont have the responsibility. however, it concerns me that she is training with a dipshit on days and i am the one that referred her and well.....u know how it goes. ugh. ill have to ask her when i c her saturday if her second day of orientation went better than the first. lol.

the x called me the other nite....wanted to know if i had messed with an online account of his. ughhhh no. supposedly he'll b back in town in a couple of weeks and bringing my moms stuff. pfft, riiiiiiiight. ill believe it when i c it. i also told him he needs to pay that fuckin parking ticket he got over a year ago. yeah ur reading that correctly....OVER A YEAR AGO. he said he would b4 he takes off for the desert....hmm, if u havent paid it thus far what makes him think i believe he'll pay it now??? dont know, maybe he thinks im gullible. HA!

i sampled 2 more of tims cds....drowning pool, which has that song bodies. i already had that burned onto a different cd of mine. like 'em. then i listened to adema, edema, w/e. they're aight, i could put them into my cd rotation. im still stickin with metallica and bls though....just angry enough to satisfy the urge to want to cause physical harm to someone. ;) oh! i listened to the eminem cd with mosh on it...there is this bit on there about michael jackson. OMG, i laughed my ass off!! its the little things...............

i had called my bro a few days ago. just got a call back today, thank god or i was gonna start stakin out his place. we had a good conversation that i dont care to share on here. all im gonna say is that sometimes knowing what hes goin thru or been thru--good or bad--effects me soo much that i can only assume its similar to what a mother feels or a father feels for their child. if this is how it is to b a parent i dont know if i can emotionally handle it. its over whelming. know what i mean???

i had a funny story to share about work involving me running in circles chasing this resident to put a band aid on their finger. ofcourse they asked for "tape" to put on, i wasnt just randomly putting band aids on residents! silly! but upon starting to relay the story it just didnt sound funny. its one of those "u had to b there" things, and no it doesnt require a sick sense of nursing home humor either. just one of those things. soooo with that said, im outta here and off to bed, busy day tomorrow. ;)

hope everyone has a howling good weekend! mmmhahahaha >:)