some ppl r just fuckin dense u know. i try to give my guidance, show my concern when a loved one is headed for a tangent....but do they pick up on this? HELL NO. ugh. its not that i want to b mother hen, believe me i dont want that responsiblity. im just tryin to watch out for the downward spiral i foresee them taking. the thing about guidance, advice, concern is that it does nothing unless the person ur trying to "help" wants to hear it. i keep tellin myself this b/c the more times i c this person do the same fuckin thing over and over the more it pisses me off. im not responsible for their actions or the consequences their actions reap.....and still i press on. i heard once that crazy means behaving the same way but expecting a different result each time. im beginning to wonder about this person, really i am. maybe i should b wondering about myself b/c i keep throwing signs out there hoping for a different result and getting the same damn thing everytime. ugh. what a cycle!!
FYI: chica--the previous post isnt anything personal to me other than me being a friend to the person involved. maybe u should think about any events lately that might inspire such an outburst from me......................
it was pointed out to me the other day that i seem to b "negative" (although that wasnt the word used) when i post on here. my response was that no one wants to hear about me lounging in my pjs watching gilmore girls all day drinking tons of coffee. any takers for that??? c'mon its real excitement!?!? anyhoo heres some sunshine out ur ass....im goin shoppin tomorrow with my friend angie. i have a mission, well technically 2---1. buy what im goin out of town for 2. find those damn MEGA M&Ms!!! has anyone seen those yet???? if so, pls give me a store name. enough with the public service announcement already! aight, well its all sunshine, ribbons n curls, sugar n spice, fuckin peachy here. :D more later.
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