Monday, September 12, 2005
World upside down
Tonight I went out with the girls for a short while but it got long quick. An ex my mine showed up, Elmo! Remember him? It sucked. All I wanted to do was cry. He stared at my the whole time. I wanted to throw up. I went in to the bathroom when I had torture long enough. I peed and things like that. When I came out, he was gone. I felt my whole world come crashing down. Its like I sparked an old flame but really what it did was just piss me off more. More at myself than anything. I didn't make things obvious that I was sicken with him being there but we both noticed the other. It was a slap in the face for the both of us. I was so weird. Other than that today, everything went great. I am off tomorrow and then thats it. Classes start on monday. Wish me luck!
2 comments:
i wonder y u would have a reaction like that to elmo? sure y'all have ur lil history, but i thought every thing was settled?? unless its b/c of what happened between u guys that made u sick when u saw him....
Yea Tasha, thats why. Just bc of what happened. Everything is settled but ya know when ya run into someone that things are settled. Its like it brings back all those memories, good or bad. I don't know. It just sickened me and he had to just stare at me and watch my every move. It made it difficult. Its silly I know but I guess I didn't think, or was hoping, I wouldn't ever see him again. It was just to soon. Never seeing him again would be too soon, LOL!!!
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