OH THE RAIN

disclaimer: yeah im gonna b mean, and unfortunately today is chicas day.

im feeling a little perturbed. well, perturbed isnt the right word....more like raining on someones parade. yes i know thats mean and quite possibly demented, but they say that its good to let ur feelings out. lmao. id like to begin this rain storm by referring to chica's previous post. she made mention of havin a new project but only those around her would know for the time being. im pretty sure that her new project involves GETTING BAPTIZED/SAVED. if im wrong, im wrong but hopefully i hit the nail on the head. mmmhahaha. now i feel like i have spoiled the "surprise" however being saved isnt a "dirty little secret". and im offended that "only those around me" could know....like wtf? now to the thunder....i am pissed, yes more than perturbed or just wanting to rain on someones parade, that hoochie mama and i wished chica a happy birthday and not so much as a thank u was said. what was said was a fuckin thank u to the fuckin dicksmack u dated. and not just a comment but a seperate post. hmmm i know theres differences between u and hoochie mama, but acknowledging our bday wishes to u just seems a tad more important and respectful than the fuckin x. thats just me. then i post about halloween plans and u blow on about gettin a new fuckin tattoo without once givin me a response to the idea. not even an offline message! i take that back, u left an offline but u only told me about ur days off. what the fuck gives? i know ur busy and uve made new friends...good for u, but that doesnt mean i will tolerate a fuckin lack of courtesy. u wanna b involved in the ratpack then b INVOLVED....

EDIT: on closer inspection, i found a comment that chica left concerning the halloween plans. i retract the statement i made about her not giving me a response. :D hehe