my day off was seemingly uneventful.....however last nite was a late nite for me. tims sis was lookin for a babysitter and i called darcy. she comes over so that we can call his sis and talk out details but there was no answer. sooo we all pile in the car and go over at midnite!! to my surprise she wasnt pissed at us for wakin her up, it was a good time--lots of laughs but a late nite nonetheless. today.....i did NOT get enough sleep and was already somewhat cranky. i ran to wally world and guess who i saw there??? the x!!! i asked him about my moms stuff and he tells me that he didnt bring it. not too much of a surprise there but its still bullshit!!! he told me id have to go to his house and pick the shit up.....i asked him y he couldnt make a trip back to his place and pick the shit up now that his car "wasnt sooo full" (as he put it). then he says well u just come with me and pick out the things u want if u dont want it all. GOD!!! after explaining the concept of a set schedule he says that he'll c what he can do for me. oh g thanks sooooo fuckin much for the fuckin consideration. i try really, really hard to not let him bust my bubble but he knows how much this stuff means to me and thats the point i guess. he uses it. if i didnt know better id say that he pulls this shit just so that we have one more thing to deal with each other over. FUCK ME!!! it makes me FURIOUS that hes got my moms things and he just keeps finding excuses to not let me have them. i could cry. these things mean the world to me and y he wants to b a dickhead and selfish is beyond me. i would try to reason with him if i truly thought it would do any good....but it wont. all his blood flow is consumed by his dick which impairs his thinking.
needless to say after hearin this news and the lack of sleep i was in uber bitch mode. havin tims sis bring her son over to meet darcy pushed me over the edge. i dont do well with spastic kids....even though most ppl would say that "kids r that way". ugh, dont think so. im tryin to keep in mind it wasnt that bad, and that had i gotten more sleep and not seen the x---even if i had seen the x but with more sleep---it woulda been better. *sighs* im wound up pretty tight. deep breaths rnt helping and neither did playin at the park. ;) tomorrow WILL b better.
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hey tash its "nobammas78"..lol..just wanted to see how everything was going at the new place with you and tim..hopefully all is well. i read ur last post and i have to say it doesnt suprise me how much of a "DOUCHE BAG" "X"-cretion is..lmao..if u need help on another sneak attack just let me know..anyway, tell jesse i still want that cd case!!..PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE!!
well well well cory!!! nice to hear from ya :-p things r great in the new place. ill tell jess u want that rack but it doesnt solve how ur gonna get it in ur lil hands!?!?!? come up with an answer for that one and then ill ask him if hes interested in still makin it. hes been pretty busy with projects and workin the regular job. anyhooooo catch ya later :D
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