BOXED IN

im feelin that "itch" again. the one where u feel like uve been stuffed into the smallest box ever and all u can think about is busting out but for the love of god u cant figure out how to bust the box open. ?!?!? when it was still snowing i figured it was cabin fever, but its perfectly nice out and still im havin this feeling. i feel like i could run screamin outta my house and never look back........at least til i lose my breath. dont get me wrong i can sit and chill at home most days all day but this "itch" has me ansy. ive done my budget too many times for me to remember the exact count and it all worked out fine. i cant help but worry about not havin anything extra to go and DO STUFF. i guess i just need to get a month under my belt and c the budget in action. that and im feelin a little pissed that me and my friends have talked about doin all this stuff this summer and not a damn plan has been formed. ugh. i think im goin to start makin the dates to do this shit and then just tell everyone, cause at least then someone is doin somethin about it!!! i hate talk w/o action. *sighs* and i feel bad that whenever darcy, angie or mandy come around all we end up doin 9 times outta 10 is sittin around bullshittin. tim says that they come around b/c they like me, that its not b/c they want me to entertain them. i guess hes right, otherwise they would get up and leave. true. *sighs again* next weekend im off i swear im doin anything but sit around my house, even if it means i go sit my ass at someone elses house!!!