Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Alone
Has anyone ever thought about dying alone? Whether or not you would have the things that complete life and make life worth living when you die. Would you be able to die in peace without worrying if you were walking alone on the other side? Are you doing as you should? Have you ever thought there is a purpose to suffering? Like the reasoning behide your suffering was because you wouldn't have to suffer after you are gone. I often think about this stupid shit when I am alone. Maybe thats my problem. I am always alone. I often cry myself to sleep at night or simple try in drink all the thoughts so I wouldn't have to think about them if only for a short period of time. If you had the opption whether or not to feel what would you choose? Why? Do you ever think about what its really like to walk in someone elses shoes? BlahBlahBlah! I don't know. Just thought I would type down this stupid shit to see if it would help. I don't think it is. Oh well. Moving on.......
2 comments:
what does dying alone mean?? when a person dies they r alone, its not like u have a coach to get u to the finish line!! i have come to terms with different aspects of death on 3 occassions and its a personal thing. u have to decide for urself whether or not ur life has purpose and meaning and is "worth" it. all the things u have in life wont b with u when u die, thats y its important to b grateful and appreciative of the things u have and the ppl u know now. here. today. this moment. thats y its important to say what u mean and mean what u say, to b open, honest, live with no regrets, loving, carefree and all the other things we've talked about b4. all the little things add up to make the big picture. ;)
feeling emotions?? definitely!! i dont think u could say u truly lived if u couldnt experience all the different ranges of emotions.
someone else's shoes?? isnt that similar if not the same thing as being considerate of someone elses feelings??? maybe thats just my interpretation of it.
suffering?? well, i think that without the sour the sweet wouldnt b as sweet. i think we suffer to learn a lesson and make us stronger. trick is...figuring out the lesson!!
It makes perfect sence Lew. THanx!
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