THE DAILY BULLSHIT

first of all i want to ask everyone if they remembered to turn their clocks ahead?? ok, enough with the public service anouncements! i havent posted in awhile and now realize that i dont really have anything useful to say.....hmmm, what a dilema. oh! well tim and i talked about family dynamics. he came over last nite and i was admist writing a letter to my aunt in NC. yeah i could have easily typed up an email, but my uncle is the only one that reads those and i figure cause hes a guy he cant really b interested in all the bullshit that i talk about. and thats where tim and i started talkin about this dynamic thing.....the literal bullshit that i talk about when i write letters to my aunt and uncle and y i do that. thing is they talk to other members of the family that dont really need to know anything that me and my brother r doin here. and we all know how one little piece of information can b hugely misconstrued when passed along from person to person---i dont need that. while i know that my aunt does this to simply let everyone know we're okay its still a matter of conversation not being kept private. what ever happened to that idea? "whatever we talk about stays between u and me." i know im not talkin to a professional with a confidentiality clause but i still expect the same respect.....hence the reason i only write about shallow, bullshit things. if i dont give anyone potential gossip then no one can gossip. its weird how families work, the clicks, the gossip and the back stabbing......reminds me of high school. and thats sad. tim ofcourse tried to make me feel better, but its not that i feel bad about it. thats just reality. he says every family is like that.........i can only wonder.

as far as the rest of my life lately.....still fightin with this cold, ugh. saw angie n steve and got to hang out with mandy. work is work. and i had to hide out from a stalker---jk tim!! :) thank god we can laugh about that now. oh and ive been workin on the same 500 piece puzzle for about 3wks. (the pieces r all angled, so no its not that easy) i hate clouds!!! :-p i keep toyin with the idea of just givin up and tearing it apart, but we've put so much of it together.....damn it. lol anyhoo.......more later.