FOR THE SAKE OF POSTING

theres nothin really new to report today. same shit a different day u know. i did get to c my bro on wednesday when i dropped off my laundry. he and tim had an interesting conversation about how the world is basically goin to hell in a handbasket.....sometimes when my brother gets on his little rants i just have to laugh, but this time he had a point......his usual rants include the injustice that comes with the government---this one did too, but he said something about how its not right that we have all kinds of laws for our "safety" that cost us money when u should b limiting the # of burgers an obese person can order at restaurants and fast food joints for their "safety"---but they dont b/c those places make everyone alota money versus handing out tickets. granted this was just one of his examples of unfair laws, however hes right. the government follows the money. he brought up the fact that come summer he bets that gas prices will b $3/gallon and everyone will continue to buy gas b/c we cant stop living---which is true and b/c of that the government will continue to jack up gas prices. he talked about social security benefits and the lack there of for the younger generation when the time comes for us/them to use our benefits. while all his and tims rantings gave me a headache i was impressed that my brother, being only 19 could comprehend what most middle aged ppl dont understand at all. yep, very impressed......u go lil man!! :)

thursday i went back out to get my laundry, took lil man and his gf lunch. tim and i helped them finish puttin together a puzzle. no smartass comments, we all realize that we act older than we r!! jess and tim were talkin to andrea about their MVM (dont ask, u dont want to know) and i had to butt in......"we're not havin this convo again, one headache was enough!" anyhoo, i had a good time just hangin out with them. it doesnt happen very often.

i talked to mandy a lil bit on this damn box yesterday as well. shes not in a very good mood at all. shes let this guy upset her. which i guess is hard not to do if feelings and emotions r involved. i just cant help but think in the back of my mind......u knew the situation and yet u put urself there. i told her that maybe she needs to change the type of guy that shes usually attracted to. she denied being attracted to a certain type, ugh. so now shes back on her kick of "im gonna take care of me first". thats also a very good thing to do, how many times have i preached that u gotta have urself str8 b4 u can start involving other ppl? i just c this as a pattern, she always says that after shes been hurt---which is also a good thing when ur comin outta a relationship, it prevents rebounding.....thing is, shes not having any long term relationships that i think would require the self reflection after a break up. but who am i to say anything? when ur hurt ur hurt. she feels empty and i wish that i could do something for her. talk is cheap when ur in pain, nothin anyone says can really help. i still keep prayin for her.........

hoochie mama will b home on the 19th for her spring break! woohoo! shes feelin the itch like the rest of us and isnt sure that she just wants to stick around here for her break. i dont blame her, if i could go away for a week i certainly wouldnt stay here. shes thinkin about goin to mexico or canada or somethin. i wouldnt go to canada, but ahhhhh mexico........im jealous.

angie had invited tim and i to go to lunch with her and her mom yesterday too. she called me while she was runnin around walmart........she was bitchin cause she couldnt find what she was lookin for. all the construction for our soon to b super wally world has the store a mess! i asked her what she was lookin for thinkin i could b of some help---due to my weekly visits ofcourse! :) and she says.......condoms. the large kind. they come in shiny gold wrappers. wow! i shouldnt have asked. i told her that i was goin to get off the phone and take a shower so that i could scrub myself with a wire brush. she just laughed---i told her, glad u think its so fuckin funny, but i dont care to know how big ur hubbys dick is!!! after hangin up i showered and got ready for our lil lunch date. but in the process of hunting down those precious golden squares i think she forgot about our lunch date cause she stood me up! lol.

u know my days off go by soooo much faster when i choose to b part of the real world and not hole up in my apartment! btw andrea, that puzzle i brought home is a son of a bitch!!!!! :)