last nite at work was sooo frustrating to me that i didnt even want to talk about it. i still dont want to talk about it, just know it wasnt as smooth sailing as i was hoping for. im holding out for tonite.........
i was called again this morning by the bank for my x's car. do i really need to say more? no, but i will. there is nothin that can rain on my parade like havin a bank call me at 10am to tell me, "hey guess what? ur x is still a fuck up and the payment u thought he made bounced!" WOOHOO!! i was sooo excited that i almost pissed myself. (can u read the sarcasm?) ha. its a sad day in the world when a court order will NOT superceed a loan contract. i still feel somewhat hopeless in this situation, with no one really being able to do anything to help me, not even myself. i gave it to God, so w/e is his will with this will b........still doesnt mean im overly patient or thrilled to b dealing with this. grrrrr.
although this ^^^ is a grim situation, im very much looking forward to hanging out with all my friends this weekend. i think it will b exactly what i need! if all else fails, it will get my mind off having been married to a jackass and onto lighter subjects----even if that also turns into dealing with some sort of drama/fucktards/and/or idiocy. wish me luck.
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