FUCKIN A!!!!!!

I GOT CALLED A CRAZY BITCH!!!! WOO HOO!!!! HAHAHA YEAH MAYBE IM A LIL CRAZY, DONT WE ALL HAVE A LITTLE PYSCHOSIS IN US? BUT BITCH? ONLY TO THE PPL THAT DEEM IT NECESSARY TO BEHAVE LIKE BITCHES THEMSELVES!!!! ;) WHAT R U SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN U FEEL LIKE UR BEING LIED TO, WHEN NOTHING SOMEONE SAYS MAKES SENSE OR ADDS UP, WHEN UR GUT IS TELLIN U SOMETHIN ISNT RIGHT? DONT U DIG TO FIND THE ANSWERS? OR DO U JUST KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT AND ASSUME THE WORSE AND WRITE THEM OFF? I PERSONALLY LIKE TO GIVE PPL THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. NOT TO MENTION THAT ASSUMING THINGS USUALLY LEADS TO BIGGER PROBLEMS. SO I DIG, OR I DUG. W/E. BUT I ONLY DID THAT CAUSE I WASNT GETTIN ANY ANSWERS. AND I DONT KNOW BOUT Y'ALL, BUT I LIKE ANSWERS RIGHT AWAY----SORT OF THE INSTANT GRATIFICATION THING. NOW I UNDERSTAND THAT SOME PPL NEED TO TAKE TIME TO THINK SHIT OVER AND WEIGH ALL THE OPTIONS, BUT SOME THINGS JUST RNT SO COMPLICATED THAT THEY WOULD REQUIRE THE TIME TO CONSIDER IT. MAYBE I OVER REACTED. MAYBE I LET MY EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF ME AND I TOOK A SIMPLE SITUATION TO A BAD PLACE. IN FACT I KNOW I DID, AND THE ONLY "EXCUSE", "EXPLANATION" THAT I HAVE IS THAT I WAS IN SEARCH OF THE TRUTH, OF ANSWERS OF FINDING OUT "Y" AND WHAT FOR AND HOW COME. AND INDEED I GOT WHAT I WAS LOOKIN FOR!!!! (AND THEN SOME) DO I FEEL BAD ABOUT WHAT I DID, NO CAUSE I WOULDNT HAVE GOTTEN THE SAME ANSWERS JUST SIMPLY ASKING. CAUSE I DID ASK THE RIGHT QUESTIONS AFTER ALREADY KNOWING THE ANSWERS AND GOT LIED TO. SO WHILE I PROBABLY COULDA HANDLED THE SITUATION BETTER IM GLAD I DID WHAT I DID CAUSE NOW I KNOW FOR SURE WHATS WHAT AND WHATS NOT!!!! IF CONFIRMING MY GUT INSTINCTS MAKES ME A CRAZY BITCH, IF PUTTIN SOMEONE THRU "THE TEST" TO KNOW THEY R HONEST, IF ASKIN THE TOUGH QUESTIONS AND GETTIN TO THE BOTTOM OF THINGS ALL MAKES ME A CRAZY BITCH........THEN YEAH, IM BUSTIN OUT THE CRAZINESS!!!! SOMEONE PLEASE HAND ME MY STR8 JACKET???? HAHAHA