WHATEVER....

THIS WK HAS BEEN DIFF.....I HAVENT SEEN TIM AT ALL, SAW MANDY TODAY AND OFCOURSE I TALK TO DARCY ONLINE JUST BOUT EVERYDAY. I GOT GOOD NEWS THAT THERE WAS A SPOT OPEN FOR MY STNA CLASSES---I HAVE TO GET RECERTIFIED, SO I TOOK IT. I START ON MONDAY, WOOHOO! LATELY I HAVE BEEN HAVIN ALOT OF CONVOS ABOUT JEALOUSY.......I DONT GET IT, MAYBE ITS SOMETHIN IN THE AIR, MAYBE I SHOULD B PAYIN MORE ATTENTION---AS IF IM SUPPOSED TO B GETTIN SOME LIFE LESSON......I THINK JEALOUSY STEMS FROM CARING BUT TOO MUCH TEARS A RELATIONSHIP APART, CAUSE U HAVE TO B ABLE TO TRUST THE PERSON UR WITH.....SO MAYBE IT ISNT ABOUT CARING AT ALL, MAYBE ITS ABOUT TRUST, BUT U TRUST SOMEONE BASED ON WHETHER OR NOT THEY KEEP THEIR WORD(CAUSE THATS ALL A PERSON IS WORTH, THEIR WORD), AND U BUILD TRUST FROM HONESTY AND GOOD COMMUNICATION---BUT A PERSON THAT IS HONEST AND COMMUNICATES WELL IS HARD TO FIND THESE DAYS. AND HOW DO U KNOW THAT THE PERSON UR TALKIN TO IS TELLIN THE TRUTH OR SPITTIN GAME TO GET SOMETHING THEY WANT, TOO MANY PPL R MOTIVATED BY ALTERIOR MOTIVES.....DOES THE CYCLE EVER END??? I GUESS IT BOILS DOWN TO FAITH, U HAVE TO HAVE FAITH IN WHAT THEY R TELLIN YA AND IF THEY R SINCERE IT WILL SHOW BY THEM KEEPING THEIR WORD AND THEN TRUST WILL BUILD AND THEN THERE SHOULDNT B ANY JEALOUSY.........RIGHT???????????? LEMME KNOW