Hey everyone! Look, there is this guy that I have been fucking for over a year. I told him from the get go that I was worth more than a piece of ass. He exclaimed that he understood and I proceeded to let him chase me around for a while longer. We will call him ELMO. I finally let him get the best of me, literally. He had told me at that time that he wasn't wanting a relationship. I was hurt but continued to see him. I figured he would evenually come around once he found out more about me. The sex wasn't nessarcarly great but it wasn't bad either. The more and more I was with him however, it became wonderful. I knew then even though the sex hasn't changed, my feelings had. I know I am falling for him. So I tried to do little things to let him know that I cared and that he met something to me; back rubs, wear certain outfits, and talk about things other than sex. He don't seem to want to care or he just ain't getting my hints. I really enjoy Elmo's company and I would like to spend more time with him than I do. I don't know what to do. Should I tell him flat out or should I not do anything at all. What do I do? I don't want to lose what I have but if it could be something more than I would like it too. I am so confused about our quote unquote relationship. I would do anything for him even though I am not liking the fact that I have fallin' for him. I think about him often and wonder how he is doing and what he is thinking about. Is it me and anytime or am I really just what he had intended from the get go, A BOOTY CALL!!!! Its killing me inside and I am torn on what to do. If anyone has some advice please give it. What would you do if you were in this situation? I will glady write you and read your comments with an open mind. Thanx too all!
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