Monday, November 08, 2004

Spilling a lot of SHIT!!!!(1 of 3)

Hey ya'll! I thought I would tell you all know some fucked up things in my life. But first Hi too my Rat Pack ya'll know what I am talking about! Anyway, I dated this guy for a short period of time and I now know what guys mean about girls bitching all the time because I can relate even though it wasn't a girl I was with. I went through a lot of emotional shit with this guy. First off isn't over his exgirl which dumped him over a year ago. Now, I try to be a good girlfriend and I know I am not perfect by no means but damn! I had to put up with this shit through out the whole relationship. He pissed and moaned over this chick as if she was something great and made me feel second best. He cried over what he didn't have and didn't do shit about it until after I left him and then all of the sudden he is doing better and he wants me back and he is sorry. Meanwhile at the end of our relationship I am meant to look like the asshole. I tried to help him out as much as I could but no help in return. Everytime he came to see me he had to always borrow money, which he hasn't paid back, for him to go home or whatever. I had to pay for everything. It sucked. Now I know what a lot of guys go through and I feel for ya, including the girls who was ever in my situation. My friends and family tried to warn me but I didn't want to listen. I am very sorry ya'll! Now that we are 0ver he still calls and stupidly, at times, I call him back trying to be nice. Oh brother! He tries to make me jealous by saying he has met this chick and blablabla. Who fucking cares. I wish her the best of luck with him because she is going to need it. I am not saying that he isn't a good person just not one that anyone should date until he has his shit straight and that will probably be whenever he stops and realizes life and the world don't evolve around him. Its sad to say that I am doing better than him and my age than he is at his. OUCH!!!!! Anyway, I guess that is life, a BITCH! And I don't remember being a lesbian.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

SO?..Ya feel better now that you told the world?...HA!! I laugh!..Pretty obvious that was your intention to put me down to make yourself look good for your friends...AND IM THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO GROW UP??...HA AGAIN!..Pretty immature i think...But what do you expect from a 21 yr old...Oh yea..and another thing...whomever sent it to me email...youre too late..i saw it waaay b4 u sent it to me....BUT GOOD LOOKIN OUT!!....

Anonymous said...

Its sad to say that I am doing better than him and my age than he is at his. OUCH!!!!....

OK..Ya got me there...your doing better?..Hun when i was your age..i had 2 cars, 2 motorcycles, livin in a condo, money in the bank, girls at my beck and call....i gave that all up for a CRAPPY MARRIAGE!!..so dont compare me..why dont you get married to a bitch then come talk to me...Face it..your just a H8R.