So my best friend is engaged. I should be happy and all and give him my good wishes, but I can't. Yet I can't just walk away like nothing ever happened. I just... I really just don't know. I thought I was doing something, something to help. Somewhere along the way I fell in love and then there was a big mess. Never fall in love with people who are with someone else! And always look for the way he treats everyone else. Don't listen to the people who tell you y'all look so cute together.
How do you deal with the fact that you still love him, you are still in love with him, and you care about him alot and think that his fiance is the biggest bitch and he deserves more? So if I go between asshole and crying my eyes out you will know why. I don't think I can do the whole school thing right now.
I am not going to think about that or at least not in the front of my brain. I am going to think about my new car. You may have a ring on your finger bitch but I got a shiny new car! You don't even have a car and I am going to wait until I am sure no one else wants it before I even offer it to you. You are a self-centered bitch and I don't like them. I never have. If you don't want to SHOW me you care then you can just keep walkin.'. It ain't even that fucking hard but you don't. So I am going to treat you like fucking shit, but I mean like the fucking shit you treat me as. Get ready it is going to be one helluva ride. *evil grin* ALl those asshole days are getting focused on one self-centered bitch.
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Well my dear u cant b happy when someone else has what u want. The thing is, is that u know thats not goin to change so logically ur brain should b tellin u to stop wanting that. Yes, i know u dont pick and choose who u fall in love with but like i told chica...u can set limits and boundaries. These two r walkin all over u b/c they know u care---he knows u care so he takes advantage and she knows u care bout him so she takes advantage of the fact that if shes not there to b a gf to him u will gladly step up and fill her shoes never letting him truly c whats goin on behind his back. So rnt u actually doing ur "best friend" an injustice by always covering "the bitch's" ass? And sure revenge sure does taste sweet, but look at it this way---if u go off on her thats just stooping to her level. I personally prefer the silent treatment, seems to get to most ppl quite effectively, especially when they think they dont deserve it! Besides, if shes that nasty and pisses u off anyways y r u offering up ur car and being NICE to her???? She doesnt even exist in ur world!! Strut UR stuff and b the QUEEN BITCH on campus!! And u have done some thinkin if ur tellin everyone that u gotta look at the way a guy treats everyone else so i dont need to tell u anything as far as that goes. I just dont understand y u keep tryin to b polite and civil with her??? U think that matters to him? U think that its goin to make a difference? Its not or it already would have, so i say.......BRING ON THE ASSHOLE! And let them know UR NOT TAKING BULLSHIT!!!! Fact of the matter is....hes blind, she doesnt know how to treat ppl and u cant change that. Most ppl when they r tryin to work out issues want a win/win solution, which is awesome, but 9x outta 10 it doesnt happen---so if ur lookin to keep him as a friend outta all this and not have feelings for him maybe u want to reconsider?? That is if u cant control ur feelings???? Or if u cant come to terms with her???? ..........love u! Miss Muffy
Give me their address and number and I will lay the smack down.
It always blows...being inlove with your best friend- because they are the closest ones to you, yet when they stand beside you they are still the furthest away. :-/ You can't put a stopper on feelings....but you gotta try to let them go. He isn't worth it. He obviously played you and his bitch knew it the whole time. Screw her, seriously. You are to good of a person.
I love you!!! -Sarah
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